Monday, 4 November 2013

Dear Mommy...


I love you loads... I wasn't an easy daughter while growing up. Forever stubborn and have a mind of my own...always independent and decided many things in my life as how I want it. I still remember of your disapproving looks to me joining sports and the marathon! Last-last sakit kaki and badan, but you still supported me.

Then, when I decided to enter IIUM, you were stunned...and the courses I chose while studying! Ingat tak mommy, bila adik (as how my parents call me!) tak nak balik college and said it was boring and I didn't have friends! You and daddy almost pengsan! Hahaha...

When I started work, and was such a workaholic and decided to leave home and stayed with arwah Abg Ya and family, just because its nearer by 15mins! Kihkihkih... So sorry for all the nuisances I have caused...but yet YOU supported me and doa for the best...adik sayang sangat mommy even though I hardly say it to u ...
Now when I have children of my own...adehhh... I wish I had just 5% of your strength and big big big heart and patience! 


My journey to be a super iron and humble and down to earth and intelligent and wise mom like you mommy...is a long long long way to go... But with your never ending love and support and watchful eyes (forever giving dartful and death look eyes !!!) I believe I'll reach there ...slowly but surely... 


When the time comes, I wouldn't know how to cope when you are gone... If I'm given the choice, I want to go first before you do...and still have you to 'doakan' for me n my kiddos...but I guess its selfish ... My promise to you, if you go first, I'll never disappoint you or daddy coz your blood is in me... I love you mommy with all my heart...and no one could and will take that away...



There's no 'self-pity' in Mommy's vocabulary. That's the tagline, in one of the newspapers when they did a write up on mommy many years ago...and until today, mommy doesn't believe in self-pity. 


Get up. 
Dress up.
Face the world everyday with love, 
Have faith... and 
Believe in being your best, every time! 

When was the last time you said I love you Mommy , Ibu, Mak, Mama, Bonda? Pick up the phone...or make a quick drive to her and say so, from your heart. Even a doa' or AlFatihah or a prayer for your demise mom....simply because, if not for our Mom, we will not be here...

I love you in truckloads Mommy!

Cheers
azween

1 comment:

  1. Short and sweet and now I dok lap ayag mata..ish...

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